The Origin of My Media Empire
Picture This
I’ve started utilizing capcut! Its an awesome editing software you’ve seen all over. I just made my first video and im super proud. It always feels so silly putting yourself out there. However, im overcoming that and giving it my all! I’m so excited but at the same time im so tired. Right now im trying to remain positive and keep my head down and keep at work!
The Doubts
How can i not have serious doubts. After watching myself back i feel nervous. I can easily make fun of myself so i know how easily others could make fun of me. What if i fail. What if i get small success and people leave. What if word gets around and people make fun of me? what if im not as talented as i thought? what if everyone is laughing at me? OH WELL! I’m going to do this so i dont lay on my death bed filled with regret! I will learn spanish, i will build wealth, i will become disciplined!
The Frustration
Honestly this whole seo thing on this website makes it difficult to talk like me, im finding my voice but im so data driven that i cant stop looking at the recommendations. It wants me to change words, add pictures, add words, add links. I dont know how to do that stuff right now and still feel like it’s me talking and not being robotic. I hope theres a way my voice can be heard and still appreciated. All I want is for people to like my message and help others, and yet here i am typing away to meet the minimum word requirement. Well not anymore, after this post, I’m just going to start posting what feels right to me and not care what the data says
